I think I must have forgotten to switch my pain patch.
I usually record the change in my yoman (diary), but I did not record anything on Monday, when I should have put on a new patch.
Last night, I had to take two Percocets, so that I could fall asleep, and today, I have taken two Percocets another two or three times. I have lost count.
Meanwhile, I put on a new pain patch. They take about 12 hours to "kick in."
I am in such excruciating pain. I just want to crawl out of my body!
I have so much to do today, for my kids, and I cannot do anything. I hurt so much that my brain is fuzzy -- not drugged out, just overwhelmed by pain. I just want to cry. I need to escape from this pain. It is so debilitating!
I do not even feel like talking, and I always feel like talking!
I used to think I was so tough, but I have such a hard time tolerating pain.
I am not so tough.
I want my mommy.
Please daven (or send happy, healing thoughts) for RivkA bat Teirtzel.
With love and optimism,
1 day ago