Normally, I live in the "State of Denial." I am very happy living there, thank you very much.
Sometimes, things wake me out of this state. But, it is only a matter of time until I can stuff those evil thoughts back into Pandora's Box, and get on with my life.
I knew my worries about my markers were unjustified, but I could not push them out of my head for a few days.
Apparently, writing about it, did the trick.
After I wrote the post, I filed that worry away.
I did not need to talk about it anymore, and it did not bother me at night (you know, in those quiet hours, when fears like to rear their head).
I wrote about it and got rid of it.
I have other things to focus on... like Purim.
Did I mention that I am hosting a women's Megillah Reading again this year?
Please daven (or send happy, healing thoughts) for RivkA bat Teirtzel.
With love and optimism,
RivkA
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I am so pleased! I know this Women's Megilla Reading is one of your favorite things. :-) Notice how when you love somebody, stuff that makes them happy makes you happy? (I know -- sophomoric point. Can't help it: I'm on my second glass of Purim sameach. Simple insights are all I can muster.)
May we see the end of every form of evil in our day.
Yay! So happy to hear that.
Funny how our minds work...hope you have a very happy purim!
I'm so glad you "filed" your worries.
That's one of the main reasons I blog. I had so much to sort out with my sons' illness that I thought my head would explode. For some reason writing makes me sort logically. I also tend to write prayers when I'm especially conflicted.
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