I thought our appointment with my oncologist was just fine, 'till he turned to me and noted, "You're looking a little down."
I asked Moshe about it afterwards, and he concurred.
I guess I am still struggling to keep my spirits up. It is really hard.
First of all, I am still feeling overwhelmed by all there is to do. Things just move so slowly.
I have friends who have offered to help, but I cannot even get it together to call them.
I feel like I am treading water all the time. I put in so much effort, yet I barely manage to stay afloat. Some days, I feel like I am drowning.
I have always struggled with issues of order and organization.
Cancer has made it just that much harder.
Please daven (or send happy, healing thoughts) for RivkA bat Teirtzel.
With love and optimism,