I am not feeling too well. My head hurts, I feel pressure in my chest, and my hips, thighs, shoulders and neck hurt.
I am feeling pretty sorry for myself at this moment. I hate not feeling good. And I hate being this way when my parents are here. I want them to see me at my best, so they will not worry when they are not here.
But I am feeling so miserable, there is just no way for me to be my usual, cheerful self.
I mentioned to Moshe how much I hate not feeling well.
Ever the supportive husband, he responded: 'It's your own fault. If you liked not feeling well then you'd be having a great time."
Please daven (or send happy, healing thoughts) for RivkA bat Teirtzel. With love and optimism, RivkA
Bilingually Mourning, Shiva in Two Languages
12 hours ago